ipod..

so..i ordered an ipod this morn..the black 30gb video....i think i will like it..i ordered it online so i could get my name engraved on the back: christy..just like that...anyways...i hesitated since i have always said i hated apple ipods..but after looking at diff brands and considering them and the ipod...i gave in-changed my mind...got the ipod...im super excited...i want it right now-but since im getting my name on it i will have to wait at the most, a week..

so..ive been struggling w/some frustrating things in life..they are getting better...everytime i spend time in prayer...life is so much better..and so why do we not desire to do this all the time? i guess its just laziness and thinking you are content without praying and trusting God-amm..no! anyways...im starting to feel more content in my problem and starting to give it over completely to God-its hard...i want to hold on to it still-try to work with it myself..but duh, that makes life harder..so...its still a process im working through..but i think its working-with God in charge of it, instead of me..

so..im glad its friday-but im not glad its stinking FRREEZZIINNGG outside! i hate it..i really do despise cold weather-it sucks-sucks the life out of you...the warmth out of you...anyways...spring can not come soon enough is all i have to say....