i think my weekends are starting to be worse then my weeks. i jam pack them full of people and things and then my week starts with no rest. the only day of rest is potentially thursday-but i also have to schedule people in there that i dont have time to see on the weekend. its wearing me out-but in a good way i guess....
the weather continues to make me happy too....i love spring and i love that summer is so close. i love to bust out my short sleeve shirts and t-shirts and soon my flip flops (when it has been consecutively warm for 1 straight week.) i dislike premature flip flop wearers. i did notice my sister is one of those-so i can accept it, but it doesnt mean i agree with it.
im also really tired and frustrated today. im getting tired of others trying to tell me how to live my life and what to do....im 27-im an adult-i can handle it and i will do whatever i want whenever i want to and will not be stopped because of how others think my life should be lived. sometimes i want to rebel to their ideas and do massive amounts of "bad things" just to spite them. but then i guess its a case of wrong motives...
Yet at the same time there are parts of my life that are going wonderfully well and make me very happy...i guess there are always positives and negatives in life...i just hate dealing with the negativeness....
i got the new avril cd last week...even though she has kinda pop/punky songs-i really enjoy listening to her rants and raves....in other words i really like the cd...
and now it is 10:00 and i am tired...i think i might go to bed and sleep off the annoying day i have had....
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